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She Won

from Aesthetics by Alexandra Lillian

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Didn’t know if you weren’t happy or what you saw in me
Your attraction to me was insanely game-changing
One week she’s gone, we spent a night together
Powerful sparks, they soon ignited between

Couldn’t resist those bold advances you made
Started with just one harmless kiss on the cheek
Then you slowly snaked your arms around my waist
My God, if she’d seen, she would’ve fucking freaked

If you weren’t curious, I wouldn’t have caved
But you’re not the only one to blame
I read your actions like I would a book
You lured me in like bait on a fish hook

You gave me signs that screamed “get me out”
Thought I’d be the one to make you leave her
I was convinced that the deal was done
But she had you first, so I guess she won

You never spoke of her, even though I knew
You went the mile to chill for an hour or two
That’s why it’s off you disappeared, no words
All of a sudden, my mind was blurred

When I pondered everything in further depth
I recall she gave me a glare like death
This was the aftermath of you and I
Is your silence some form of saying goodbye?

Don’t write this off as a drunk mistake
It was obvious your feelings weren’t fake
You looked at me with your piercing brown eyes
And then, soon enough, those feelings were mine

You gave me signs that screamed “get me out”
Thought I’d be the one to make you leave her
I was convinced that the deal was done
But she had you first, so I guess she won

At the very least, you said nothing would change
It’d stay between us, one promise we made
You escaped her twice, I thought that’d continue
And I truly hope that my trust was in you

All my friends say “kick him to the curb”
But I haven’t taken any single words
To be honest, I truly miss what happened
I’d still give you time, but it’d be a bad habit

I don’t know if you’re gone for good
But if I told you this, you sure as hell would
I can’t wait around for that day to come
Because I need to accept the fact that she won

She won
Oh, she won, she won

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from Aesthetics, released September 17, 2019

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Alexandra Lillian Los Angeles, California

Country pop/rock artist originally from San Francisco, now based in Boston and Los Angeles.

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